Wednesday, April 28, 2010

My smart little jokester

About 2 days ago, James took my phone and started saying dadda. So, I called Josh up and told him that his son wanted to talk to him. James always pretends he's on the phone and talks his baby talk, with the phone up to his ear. Well, when he heard daddy's voice he got so excited and had the biggest grin. I kept on telling him it was daddy. Well, as Josh always talks on the other line and gets James excited, James suddenly said "HI DAD!" Then I thought that it might have just sounded like it, then he said it again.... "HI DAD!" Josh and I were so stocked. He had said his first sentence all by himself. Josh was one proud daddy too, since it involved him. James has taken off just in the last month with his animal noises too. Anytime he sees a cow on the milk carton he starts to moo his little moo. Then when we are reading books (his favorite are animal books lately) he will always make the ruff ruff for the dog and he knows how to hiss for the snakes.......He even likes snakes better since he got to touch one last week. His most used words are momma and dadda. Every night when we read scriptures and there is a picture of Jesus, he points and says "US", it's so dang cute. He knows how respond if he doesn't want something by shaking his head no, he folds his arms the majority of the time during prayer, he knows what the words "away" means when it is clean up time (it's great, he can clean up some of his toys and even take his own dirty diaper to the garbage- he actually really likes to put things in the trash for me. He drinks completely from a sippy cup or glass now and he gives the best hugs and kisses ever. His best hugs are when he wraps his arms around you and pats your back. He can point to his nose, eyes, ears, teeth, hair, feet and hands. He thinks belly buttons are the coolest. Ever since he was young we would blow on his belly and make him laugh, and now whenever he sees bare skin or pulls my shirt up to see my tummy, he places his cute little lips on the belly button and blows. Just today, he made that funny loud noise, I thought it was a fluff, but it was him blowing on his cousin's tummy. He thinks it is so funny and he is the cutest thing to watch.A few weeks ago, I actually let James have his first real marker time. I just let him figure them out and he prefers them over crayons any day. Yet, he thinks it is fun putting them in his mouth and biting off the end or drawing on himself. So we have started a little art scrap book for him. He seems to get a little better each time, with my supervision of course. His favorite thing to do every single day without fail is to go out to our backyard and see the horses. He loves to pull out the grass and feed it to the horses. He can now say "Hose" for horse, and he always points in the right direction. It is a pretty fun backyard. All the neighbors share everything and there is just tons or area to roam. He likes jumping on the tramp with me or with his small cousins, but once his bigger cousins come on, he wants off. Then there is a sweet sand box about 10 by 8 feet and it is full of fun trucks and toys. Lastly there is a little playground area in the back of another neighbors yard and we have been told to use it. So going outside, into the backyard is always loads of fun. He could spend hours out there, sometimes I have to pry him away from all the fun and he just gets so sad to go inside. Our little man is quite the jokester. He is always making us laugh and it just comes so natural to him too. He even laughs at himself. Well, whenever I wear my sun glasses he gives me a certain look, almost a look of "you think you're so cool". He's tried them on a number of times and just goes off laughing. It is pretty comical. He sure keeps us smiling everyday. Here we are all decked out in our shades, ready for summer or even spring to come and stay......but when? WE LOVE OUR BABY JAMES, he is growing up way to fast. I try to treasure these small moments and just spend as much time as I can with him. He just melts my little heart! He is almost 18 months and is weighing 26 lbs, fitting into 18month-2T clothing, wearing size 3 diapers, still loving his blanky and constantly playing with trucks, cars or balls. The other day he was putting on princess shoes with his other boy cousins, and Josh had a hard time with that. I don't see any girly vibes coming out, he is just loving the whole shoe thing. Anytime he wants to go outside he will go and get his shoes all by himself and the majority of the time they are always matching. I have a pretty smart boy on my hand, what can I say.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Easter Egg Hunts, Candy and the Resurrection

Easter was such a blast with baby James. He just intensifies these kind of experiences. He was spoiled and was involved in 4 different Easter Egg Hunts.
During the first Easter Egg Hunt this year, James had know idea what all the fuss was about. All he saw was tons of crazy people gathering around a park at 9 a.m. He didn't have a clue what was so special about the colored eggs either. So mommy had to gather almost all the eggs during this one. Until.... ..... he opened one up and found candy. After he had a taste of sugar, he learned that there was a treasure of candy in each one. Then he became pretty good at gathering eggs for the next egg hunts. He loved holding the eggs and eating the candy, while mom enjoyed watching her little guy grow up and do big kid things. Then we went back to the house and daddy and James checked out his eggs. James made his first $2.00 from 2 eggs. Daddy thought there was to much candy for our little guy, and didn't want James to get sick so he helped out there.Then we headed to Discovery Park with the Sedivey cousins. James was rearing to go this time, now that he knew there was candy inside of each eggs. James and McKay were ready to go and the wait killed them. It wasn't fair having to wait for the whistle when the eggs were just a few feet in front of them.
Then Nana and Papa had a fun one with all the cousins in their backyard. He loves playing with all his many cousins.
He was so independent on this egg hunt. He pretty much took off, basket in one hand and the other ready to grab the egg. He became pretty good at spotting the colored eggs.
Papa giving James a hand. Cade, Harrison and James chowing down on their finds.
James and the ladies.
Lastly, we had our personal family Easter Egg Hunt on Sunday after conference.
Mommy had both of her babes searching for their Easter things.
James had the chance to color Easter eggs for the first time. I let help out with each one and by the end of the whole process, we both had dyed hands.
James even made a pink one for his baby sister.

Right before he went to bed on Easter Sunday we had a short Easter lesson about the Resurrection of Jesus Christ. We had pictures for James to look at. He knows who Jesus is and it is so interesting to see how he responds when we talk about him. I really see that he can feel the spirit, even though he is really young.

I am so grateful for the resurrection of our brother, Jesus Christ and for the pain that he sadly went through so we can be forgiven of our sins and seek to become better people through the mistakes we make. I look forward to the day when I will be able to see him again and wrap my hands around him and tell him just how much I love him. Heavenly Father has made this all possible and I know that it was hard for him to watch his own son suffer on the cross, yet it had to be done for each one of us on earth. That just shows how much he really does love and cherish each one of us. Being a mother to sweet baby James lets me feel a glimpse of just how much our Father in Heaven loves me. It is indescribable and perfect. There is always room for more love and for it to grow. I know this because each day I seem to find myself loving James more and more. Even to the point that I thought was in imaginable. The love even for my unborn baby girl seems to grow daily too. Love is an amazing thing and it is what counts here on earth. I hope each of us can be more aware of the love that Jesus and Heavenly Father have for each one of us, not only at Easter buy everyday we are blessed to be living on this earth.

How did James' First Hair Cut Go?

Before: ( smooth, soft silky strawberry blond hair, it was even curly if I added gel, yet it was a little to long to style)
At 17 months he got his first hair cut and it was quit an experience for our little guy.
During: (I'll let you be the judge, his facial expressions explain exactly how he felt about the electric razor) Daddy was right beside him the whole time, giving him love and letting him know he'd be okay. There goes all his hair that took so long to grow, his first year of life he was practically bald. He took a break from crying for a few minutes, thanks to the fruit snacks and daddy's comforting head lock. But then he burst out again. He did not like that vibrating loud razor one bit. Finally his hair was gone, the hair cut was over and he DID walk out a happy boy. It was a bit shorter than I expected, but thank goodness hair grows back.

Friday, April 2, 2010

We are having a baby......

GIRL!!! We are so excited to be parents of a little princess. Secretly I was really wishing and praying for a girl. I guess it is because I am a girl and know the relationship between mother and daughter. I am totally thinking pink now too. I already feel closer to her and it was really fun today going to the mall with my two babes and looking a girly things. I will admit that I love seeing everything made at boutiques and stores, cause they sometimes give me ideas of things I can make- making it more affordable. There are so many dang cute things out there for girls. I have to hold back, because we really can't afford it. But it is still really fun to look. Josh and I are really struggling to come up with a girls name. It seems like we both can't come to an agreement. It was so easy coming up with James' name, but this girl naming is so hard. Let us know if you have any great girl names, we need some help with this one. Our ultrasound visit was a lot of fun. I went with by two babes and Josh was definite that we were having a boy. Even in his prayer right before we went in he prayed for Preston (we already had a name picked out for our next boy). I was still thinking it was a girl. I told him I was 95% sure. When I layed down and pulled my shirt up to reveal my tummy, James didn't quite know what was going on. We had to keep him occupied with ice. But every once in a while I would try to explain it to him and he would just smile and watch the screen of his little soon to be sister float around in my tummy. The technician checked all measurements and all parts of the body. I shedded a happy tear of amazement. Seeing my soon to be little child in my tummy made me cry because of the huge amazing miracle that she really is. She's right there in side of me, yet I can't grasp her hand or see her completely. God truly is an incredible creator and it is so amazing how a child can survive and be born as perfect as they are. The whole pregnancy and labor process has always been a marvel and a truly touching experience to me. I really enjoy seeing my belly grow and seriously in the last 2 days I have popped. Right now I kind of am in the stage where I look like I may have gained some belly fat or am pregnant. To me it is kind of fun seeing my little princess grow,yet know one really thinks I look pregnant quite yet. In the ultrasound she was totally sitting as far down as she could on my pelvis, I guess she found a comfy spot. Once the tec moved her a bit, we were anxious to find out the gender. Josh asked if she could tell. She gave a small silly hint and said well it definitely has a brain and then she told us that there was "in door plumbing" this time. I screamed in excitement and clapped my hands, James smiled and it took Josh a second to take it in. I guess he thought that he was definitely going to be a boy and that it kind of surprised him. Then a second later,I could tell that his little heart melted for his baby girl. We left with a few pictures (that I will post later)and a really really excited momma. After leaving that doctors office, the color pink has become something totally new and exciting to me. My head turns each time I see it. It is already so much fun just knowing that I am going to have a daughter. We hope she looks like me, with the dark hair and olive skin. We have agreed that the boys should look like their daddy and the girls their mommy. They may not look like brother and sister if this happens, I guess we will see eventually.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

This is the question....

Today we find out if James is going to be an older brother of a sister or brother. I feel as though I have never had the mother intuition of knowing exactly what my child will be. With James, Josh and I would always call him a boy even before we found out he was male. Yet, right before I went into get the ultrasound of James I changed my guess to a girl, because everyone I talked to always said you get what you least expect. As for this child I have totally been thinking both ways, we want a little boy so James can have a close buddy,plus we have all the handy downs too- it would be a lot cheaper. Yet I want a little girl because she would be so much fun to doll up and have as my little princess. Either way it would be a win win. Well just yesterday I had to come up with a guess. It was hard to stand by my decision, because each time I think it is a boy I think about a girl, vice versa. So I am just making a complete guess when I say that I think it may be a girl. Plus, last night I had a petal party with my friends, where we made a bunch of dang cute hair flowers and it kind of wore off on me that having a girl would be fun to deck out in cute little girly things. I will stand by this until we find out, even though I wish I could say that I know and can feel that my baby is a certain gender. Josh has always wanted another little guy for James and to start building his sports teams. So this whole time again he has been saying it is a boy. I guess we will find out at 3:30p.m. And since it is 12:15 a.m right now I think I better go to sleep so I can function tomorrow. But..... I am so excited to find out if we are having another boy or girl. I think that when you actually find out the gender it actually begins to feel more real and I can actually start getting ready for the baby. What a great thing to look forward to today, maybe I will dream a mother, child dream where I will wake up knowing. Ya right, I don't work that way- I wish. The anticipation is killing me. I am 20 weeks now and NEED to KNOW!!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

How I'm Doing

That is a great questions, considering I am now almost 17 weeks pregnant. Wow, how time flies. It is such a blessing that this pregnancy is so similar to when I was pregnant with James. Physically I am about the same- feeling extremely good- no throwing up or morning sickness (huge blessing). It seems like I am more tired, but I think it is only because I have my little guy to tend to, am working part time, and on the days I have off I am tending 2 other babies and than after 2:00 I watch 3 more older kids. It really is busy and I never get a nap or get to even sit down. It is crazy how I stay constantly busy all the time.
My normal everyday schedule:
Monday, Thursday and ever other Friday I work as a 3rd grade teacher from 8:00 till about 4:00, than get home around 5 or 6 depending if I have to pick up Josh and take him to school (we even do the one car thing- it's great fun) , our commute is about 40 minutes there and 40 minutes back.
After I get home around and around 6:30 or 7:00 (and on all other days- most nights are the same)I give love, sweet love to James and try to get something cleaned. We eat dinner, give James a bath and than my favorite part of the whole day is reading books to him as he drinks his ba ba and has his silky blanket in his little fingers, cuddled up in my arms. I seriously cherish these moments. He LOVES books so much and lately he has really been giving a liking to Dr.Seuss rhyming books, he also loves alphabet/ picture books. He wants them over and over again. Every night we read scriptures from the illustrated children scriptures. They are so great and he really likes them too, the wording is just right and there is so much for him to look at. Sometimes out of the blue he will grab them and hand them to me to read to him. Then we brush his teeth (one of his most unliked things to do- he likes holding the brush on his own and tasting the paste, but when I start brushing them, it really is a struggle) and say our prayers. He now folds his arms (only for a few seconds though, and he is so proud of himself ).
Next, we sing songs to him (which he loves, his favorite song is Angels Above and I am a Child of God) and I usually just lay with him and soak in his cuteness. I just can't get enough of him. He is irresistible. He loves night time cuddles and morning cuddles. He totally falls asleep in my arms and when he is in his bed I place his soft bunny stuffed animal close to his body, make sure he has his silky close to his face and tuck him in like a blue burrito. Than he's out until the next morning at 7:30 or 8:00 am. So he sleeps a good 11 to 12 hours.
Then on Tuesday after a great cuddle with James we eat breakfast and Eliza and McKay (my niece and nephew ) join us for the rest of the day as I babysit them. They are 2 and 3 years old. James is a very lucky boy to know his cousins so well. They get so excited to see James and James adores Eliza. He is always giving her hugs and kisses (so priceless), he will even just cuddle with he ( and she's about his size- very petite). McKay on the other hand is a tough little guy who beats on poor little James. He is in this stage of biting and hitting. Poor James, since he is the youngest, gets beat up sometimes. It breaks my heart. McKay gets disciplined, but does he learn? I guess James will really grow up having to be tough. I mean I protect him while I am around, but I am not always there.
So us four usually read stories, play with toys and dance and listen to music. Then the boys go down for their nap around 10:30. Eliza watches a child's show, while I do laundry, dishes, and clean. Tuesdays I have my friends come over for craft day. The babies wake up around 12:00 or so than all the kids (6 of them) play together. It's a great time for me to hang with the girls, while the kids all get to hang out together and make even more messes.
Then I am usually trying to get all the household chores done, while tending these little guys (almost impossible keeping it clean- sometimes I think what is the point and just wait to vacuum until later that night when they lay down for the night). All the older kids get home around 2:30 and than at 3:00 I do study hour with them and test them on spelling and math. Then I make dinner (with all the 3 right by my side helping of course, they love to be right by me doing whatever I am doing) for the 10 of us. I always have to cooks for a whole crew on these days, so I try to find fast, easy and inexpensive meals. Around 7:00 I am free. Wow, what a day!! Than I am with my 2 greatest people in my life- James and Josh ( who I usually see after 9:00 because of school).
This is why I am tired, yet happy.
This is why I cherish little moments with James.
This is why I LOVE Weekends and the Fridays off.
I can't complain, it works and it helps all of us out in some way.
Life is great and people make it even more rewarding. I do get excited about my bed and just laying down, yet mornings come so soon and I never fully feel rested. Oh well, I guess this is what motherhood is, right?
So as I was saying, the big differences are that I have been getting some bad headaches for the last 2 weeks and sweets really make me feel sick to my stomach and give me the headaches too. So I have really been good at not eating to much junk with sugar in it. I have the weirdest likes for eating (they aren't really craving) but they taste mighty fine. I love wheat bagels with vegetable sped, apples, grapes and mostly oranges. With this baby, I place so much attention on James that I don't have the same time to focus on all the little weekly details and I really don't focus on myself either. So me being 17 weeks this week, was something I actually had to count today. I had totally lost track.
Being pregnant with my second is still extremely exciting and I get so much joy from knowing my angel is growing inside of me, I guess the anticipation is just not as strong because of how busy I am. But, don't get me wrong- there are so many times I stop and just talk to my 17 week year old (ya, it's a mama thing). Daily prayers include the unborn baby all the time- for health and safety. It's crazy how much love I already feel for this baby. Isn't it wonderful how love can only grow and we can never give to much?
Sweet Baby, we love you and can't wait to cuddle, hold you and fall in love with you more and more everyday. I truly don't know how James will do at first. He is a total mama's boy, he gets jelous easily if I am holding another. I guess he'll have to learn to share, but for now I love it.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

3 of US Photoshoot

Daddy's Little CougarFamily of 3
(Plus one) Cousins talking (James and Talmage)
Christmas 2009 Family Picture
Charming Personality
I love us three!
Christmas 2009 Photo shoot with my talented sister, Amber Holt Photography. I just love pictures and they are even better when our little one looks so dang cute in all of them.
Thanks sis, you rock like always!

Baby Seat Canapy's

I made these cute baby seat canopy's for one of my cousins and a friend. If anyone is interested in buying one, let me know and I can match up cute colors that you would love, or that you choose.

Temple

We had a class with a bunch of girls on how to make these large pictures. We made the frames from base boards and than had posters of the temple that we textured. They are completely beautiful. My camera didn't do justice for what they really look like. What I loved most was the price too. Now we finally have a picture of the temple hanging in our house.

Family Home Evening

Lately, for FHE we have been doing some pretty cool things together as a family. We have been really diligent about doing FHE with Baby James ever since the New Year. I know it is something that will help my children learn of Christ and gain a testimony, while at the same time allowing our family to be strengthened and gain relationships and memories. Along with prayer, song, lesson and an activity we have learned that the lessons need to be only about 5 minutes in order to keep James' attention. It has been awesome using the FHE bags that have simple, easy lessons with a prop. For one of our special days together (day off) we went to the Thanksgiving Dinosaurs Museum. We all loved it, it was very informative and there was so much to see. I was very impressed!
Here we are digging for fossils. He even got to dig on his own with the big boys. He did more watching than digging though. This was kind of scary for our little guy. It looked pretty real and it was huge.
Daddy, Mommy and Jamesy will go back when he's big enough to enjoy it even more. Pirate Island was so much better than I thought it would be. We made it another FHE activity. Talk about a great and fun atmosphere for everyone.
The pizza even taste good.
My favorite part was our server. He had the whole pirate thing going, even his accent. James didn't know what to think about it, it was a little scary for him. His favorite part was shooting with daddy and playing on the Farris wheel and the little playground ship. Our little dude loved the Farris wheel. He went on it about 5 times and only wanted more. He's such a big boy he could do it all by himself. He is becoming more independent (sad but true) and doesn't need mamma's help as much.
When it was time to go, he cried. Poor little guy, I guess we found his next favorite place.
We have so much fun, just the 3 of us, even though our fourth was with us in spirit. I am so happy to have two of my babes with me all of the time. They are a blast!
Another successful FHE we had was more of a service. We went to visit an Elderly Home. It was the old one I used to work at in American Fork- Heritage. There were only about 4 people there that I still knew, how sad is that, that the rest have probably passed away. Yet good, because they are not disabled and are now perfect in Heaven. It scared James half to death. He wasn't to sure about all the wrinkles, hunched over in wheelchairs and it even scared him more when they started talking. For a little guy it is kind of an overwhelming experience. I want to continue taking him, so he can eventually learn to love the elderly. It is a great lesson and these lonely people need love from anyone who is willing to give it.
This is just the beginning of all of our FHE's and even though James is so young, I think he already knows it is something special that he does with his mom and dad.
Little lessons, step by step...... I pray that it will make a difference.